Living Simply Saturday: Utterly dependent


Some weeks take a whole lot more thought, to wade through the material in the chapter of From Clutter to Clarity and consider how I can apply it to my life.

This week, however, took about 2 seconds flat. I was instantly convicted with this paragraph:

Often we intellectually admit that we need God, but practically we choose to go it alone. Is your image of yourself overinflated? Do you take pride in making your own way? Do you feel confident that you can breeze through life with little more than a divine nod from above?

This is a question that I need to be asked right now. The consistency (or rather, the inconsistency) of my time spent in prayer and the Word is answer enough to the question of whether I feel like I can go it alone.

If I’m honest with myself, many days I do. I make meals, clean the house, do the laundry, homeschool my kids, write my blog, spend time with my husband, encourage a friend… all on my own strength, or at least, so I think.

Sure, I have challenging days where I recognize my weakness and fall to my knees, so completely humbled and aware of my desperate need for Him, and cling to Him all day long. Most days, though, it is so easy to become somewhat of an island. Self-sufficient. Independent. Capable. Strong. In control. In need of nothing and no one.

But, how foolish! To forget that everything I am and have comes from God, my Creator and Sustainer. I am deceived to believe that I actually do anything on my own (apart from what He allows me to do), or that I have any innate goodness or strength in and of myself.

You may notice that I often seek to point out God’s sovereignty, His rule, His power, my own sinfulness and my need for a Savior. These are all ways that I continually remind myself that as much as I may feel that I have it all together (and what a prideful thought that is!), that in actuality, I am more weak and broken and desperate than you could ever imagine.

“The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost.”  1 Timothy 1:15 (bold mine)

My husband and I are reading the book When Sinners Say “I Do”
, and one of the most powerful chapters for me so far is entitled “Waking Up With the Worst of Sinners”, and the worst sinner being no one other than ME!

If I am to be honest about the state of my own heart, I would readily admit that I am the biggest sinner I know (and not because I am necessarily worse than anyone else- we are all equally sinful in the eyes of God- but because I live day in and day out with this heart and these thoughts). I know the depths of my sin, and let me tell you, it runs deep and it’s not pretty.

And so, if I truly come to grips with this fact, that I am thoroughly sinful, and desperately in need of a Savior, then I will realize how absolutely, utterly dependent I am on His sustaining grace, each and every second of every day.

With that knowledge comes that fact that I am truly not my own, but His, designed for His good works and His plan and in need of His guidance and strength and power continually. I think that the more we grasp the deceitfulness and sinfulness of our own hearts and the folly of attempting to do anything on our own strength, the more that we will call out to Him moment by moment!

Nancy’s question is such a great one to ask ourselves:

Are you comfortable with the idea of being totally dependent on God? Is dependence on God easier to imagine in some areas of your life than in others?

**This was the last chapter in the first part of the book, focusing on Inner Clarity. The second half of the book starts to deal with Outward Clarity- physical clutter, crowded schedules, love of possessions, stewardship, balancing our budgets and more. It’s incredibly practical, and I’m looking forward to beginning to work through it in January!**

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  1. May I put in my blog your button “keeper of my home”?
    It’s so nice and I would like to have it too.
    I’ll had and if you don’t want I put it, just say and I take it off.

  2. Hi Stephanie, I was still in the ‘Simply Celebrating Christmas’ mode — hope it is Ok that I still used that context! I am glad you posted on the Clutter to Clarity book, have really enjoyed these posts. Will look forward to Simple Saturdays in the New Year! Merry Christmas.

  3. Great post and what an eye opener. I do the same thing each day. This gave me some thinks to think about and work on. Thank you so much for blessing me today.
    Have a blessed day!

  4. Sure, Paula and thanks! 🙂

    Judy, Christmas stuff is just fine with me. It’s not like it’s relevant or anything! 🙂 Merry Christmas to you, too!

    You too, BJ!

  5. Aaron and I are reading the same book by D. Harvey. That chapter hit me between the eyes too. The book gets better and better.

    You know I struggle with the same things :o)

    I try to tell myself the truth and acknowledge my set of temptations before my feet hit the floor…..like I can do nothing apart from him, I am DEPENDANT not in-dependant etc.
    I have been keeping that quote I emailed from CJ’s blog in my journal. I try to read it everyday to remind myself that even the smallest directive needs his input.

    “Let our confidence be uniform. In all thy ways acknowledge him (Proverbs 3:6). Take one step at a time, every step under divine warrant and direction. Ever plan for yourself in simple dependence on God. It is nothing less than self-idolatry to conceive that we can carry on even the ordinary matters of the day without his counsel. He loves to be consulted. Therefore take all thy difficulties to be resolved by him. Be in the habit of going to him in the first place—before self-will, self-pleasing, self-wisdom, human friends, convenience, expediency. Before any of these have been consulted go to God at once. Consider no circumstances too clear to need his direction. In all thy ways, small as well as great; in all thy concerns, personal or relative, temporal or eternal, let him be supreme.”
    -Charles Bridges (1794–1869), from A Commentary on Proverbs (Banner of Truth, 1846/1968) pp. 24–25.

  6. So true! God was impressing very similar thoughts on my heart today as he brought the hymn “I Need Thee Every Hour” to my mind. No matter how self-sufficient or independent we may feel at times, there is never a moment when we do not need a Savior!

  7. So…very true. I’ve been learning so much lately on where I am compared to Him. Am I leaning on Him or trying to go it alone? Thanks for this reminder/challenge.

  8. We were JUST gifted that book (When Sinners Say I Do) yesterday! And I discovered your blog today 🙂
    I enjoyed this post – an excellent challenge and encouragement. Thank you.

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